love doesnt live here anymore in the way you would probably hope, do i love my close friends ? yes . but relationship wise its dead and for that im actually not sorry, you cant trust anyone here and i dont even wanna try destroying more of my energy on pretending i can... ive vented and ive given my all and its all been taken for granted too many times , so now im here just flowing through the times of sl just trying to find peace in the ways that i see fit. can i put emotion into things still ? yes , but i can switch it off like a light . only those deserving get the best of me , and only a few have . those are the ones ive held on to for years and theyll probably stay the only ones that get the real raw version of me . if youre still here reading this and are still curious about me , say hi and see what might happen . but i can tell you what wont happen and thats you becoming mrs craine and having my pixel babies ...